Tuesday, October 29, 2019
Writer Wednesday: Week Thirty-one
Hey, everyone! Welcome to Week Thirty-one of Writer Wednesday. It's the week of Halloween. I hope everyone's having a ghoulish time. Anyway, onward to this week's author.
This week's featured author is (Ann) Parker Burgess. Below you can find links to her sites and works.
Ann's website
Ann's works on Smashwords
Ann's Amazon Author Page
Ann's Books on Amazon:
When Angels Cry
Guardian Angel
The Lore of Lauder: Discovery of Lies
Hidden Truths and Dangers: The Lore of Lauder Book 2
Thanks for joining me this week. Hope to see you all again, next week. Remember, please help support indie authors by leaving them reviews for their books on sites such as Amazon, Goodreads, Barnes & Nobels, and any other sites you like to leave reviews.
Saturday, October 26, 2019
Snippet Saturday: When Coral met Marshall
That smell. It consumed me. Even over the never-ending scent
of frying oil, French fries, onion rings, and hamburgers.
My stomach knotted, squeezing in on
itself like I hadn’t eaten in days, but I’d had to force the double
cheeseburger I’d ordered down my throat moments before. Hungry, but a damn
cheeseburger isn’t what I’d wanted.
No. What I wanted I heard coursing
through the veins of every person that sat in the restaurant with me. I wanted
it so bad, I thought I could smell it. No, I actually could smell it, which had never happened before, at least not until
it was flowing free from the confines of the flesh that held it.
I glanced around at the tables. Not
including the workers, I had my pick of six people—two couples, a lone male,
and a lone female. One of the couples would’ve been a bit harder to persuade
than the other, as they were both male. My lack of dangly bits meant I would’ve
needed to work harder to get their attention, and I wasn’t in the mood to work
that hard. I also knew, I wasn’t going to have the patience for two, not that
night; as it turned out, I didn’t even have enough for one. So, that ruled out
both the couples.
The man probably would’ve been my
best bet. He was closer to me than the others. He would have been the easiest.
Well, until the end of the night when I’d have to do some heavy-lifting to get
him in and out of my car. Even with that, I considered him.
I pushed my seat back, and he looked
up when the chair scraped against the floor. Mustard rested on his chin, and
somehow, he had ketchup in the hair of his right sideburn. I looked over at the
lone woman, a blonde, as she held her eyes on the door. She was waiting for
someone. I put my eyes back to the man, and his connected with mine. He smiled.
Crap, I thought
as I looked away quickly, noticing the bathroom. I headed toward it. The
gag-inducing scent of sour sweat wafted to my nostrils as I passed by, making
my decision for me. It would’ve taken weeks for that to air out of the fabric of my car seats after he’d sat in
them nearly four hours.
I shoved the door open harder than I
meant to, causing its handle to slam into the tile of the wall. It cracked. I
didn’t have to look to know that it did; I’d heard it. I went to the sink and
splashed water on my face, blowing out a breath as I used a paper towel to dry
the water.
“What is wrong with you, Coral?” I
said to myself, irritably.
The sound of footsteps had me tense,
hoping it wasn’t an employee coming to inquire about the door or wall. Relief
flooded me when I saw the blonde step into the bathroom. I hadn’t noticed
before but her eyes were red and puffy, like she’d been crying. I went to say
something, but she rushed into a stall.
Screw it. I just took blood two days ago. I can go a few
more without it, I lied to myself. I mean, I’d
always craved it. Even when I was too young to know that’s what I wanted every
time I got disappointed by a bright red tomato. But I never wanted it so bad.
Especially not so soon after taking a couple days prior. I almost felt as if I
was losing control.
The sound of quiet sobs brought me
back to the reality that I was standing in the bathroom. I dragged my hands
down my face, and I released a loud huff, causing the woman to hold her breath
in the stall. I entertained the thought of asking her to come home with me
before dismissing it, and then I walked back out of the bathroom. I went to the
table where my stuff was, gathered it, and placed it in the trash.
I reached for the door only to have
it move away from my incoming hand. Realizing that someone on the other side
was pulling it open, I looked up and into the teal eyes of a man with light
brown hair. He smiled, and I smiled back.
“Thank you,” I said as the scent of
him infiltrated my thoughts, making my mouth water and my mind scramble to
control my actions. He smelled so much better than anyone inside.
We stood there for a moment, and I
watched as his eyes transfixed and almost glazed over.
“You’re welcome,” he said slowly, as
if he were in a daze.
Before I knew what I was saying, the
words flew from my mouth. “Hey, you want to get out of here? Go back to my
place? Have a little fun?” I quirked my eyebrow at him.
I failed to mention, it was almost a
two-hour drive, but he was more than willing to follow me to my car and get in.
More than willing to go with me, a complete and utter stranger.
And as the door swung shut, I heard
a woman, desperation in her voice. “Where are you going? I’ve been waiting here
for hours.” I didn’t have to turn to see it was the blonde. I could still hear
the tears she’d shed in her words.
*Halfborn is currently on sale for a mere 99¢ until the end of the month before returning to its regular price. Please consider purchasing a copy and showing your support for an indie author. Also, don't forget to leave a review if you read or have read Halfborn. Thanks!
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Wednesday, October 23, 2019
Writer Wednesday: Week Thirty
Guess what, everyone? We've hit Week Thirty of Writer Wednesday! If you've been with Writer Wednesday since the beginning, that's awesome. Still awesome if you joined in along the way. Do make sure to check out past posts and see who's all been featured so far along this journey.
This week's featured author is Charlotte Holley. Charlotte helped to start a small indie publishing company, Gypsy Shadow Publishing, back in 2009. Below are links you can find Charlotte, her books, and publishing website.
Charlotte Holley's Facebook Author Page
Gypsy Shadow Publishing Facebook Page
Gypsy Shadow Publishing website
Charlotte's books on Smashwords
Charlotte's books on Barnes and Noble
Charlotte's Amazon Author Page
I was going to list Charlotte's book links from Amazon, but my computer's being a huge pain. It's okay, though, because you can find all of her books through the links above.
Thanks for joining me this week, and I hope to see you next week for another Writer Wednesday. Remember, please, leave reviews for authors.
Saturday, October 19, 2019
Short Story Saturday: Plan
PLAN
BOOM!
I crumple to the floor in agonizing pain. Well, that
certainly hurt more than I thought it would. Why does it still hurt? This isn't
how it's supposed to go.
I open my eyes, which I'd pinned shut right before.
Well, I open my right eye as the left doesn't seem to want to cooperate.
Speaking of things not wanting to cooperate, I can't get either of my legs or
arms to work. I try to focus the vision in my lone eye and work to make sense
of what I'm seeing.
Of all the junk in this old, abandoned barn to land in
front of, I'm unlucky enough to have fallen on my side in front of a dingy
mirror. I can see every bit of damage I've done to myself, purposely and not. I
didn't mean for that piece of rebar to jam itself through my neck. I guess I
figured out why I can't move. But, my face . . . that I did on purpose, though I had no intentions on seeing the
aftermath.
I'm not sure what my dad had loaded in his shotgun,
but I'm betting it wasn't the best thing for killing yourself with. My angle must
have been off too. Also, I now knew why I couldn't see anything with my left
eye. Somewhere in the pile of blood and meat bits that is the left side of my
head is the eye, but I can't decipher which pile of goo and gore it is. I also
can't seem to pinpoint my ear. There are a few teeth sitting in the bloody
flesh, though.
I should've done this on a Friday, so I know someone
would show up, and they could put me out of my misery. But, no, I just had to
be a dumbass and do it on a Tuesday. Nobody comes to the barn during the week.
***
It's dark now, and I can't see. The sun set a while
ago. There's a scurrying on the floor. Then something tugs at the mutilated
flesh until it rips a chunk free and runs away. It happens several times during
the night.
***
I wake to the sun shining on my face and an irritating
tickling sensation. I look at my reflection. The blood has dried and has more
of a brown color to it now. The meat bits have paled from their bright pink color,
and there are areas of bone showing from where the animals in the night stole
chunks of flesh.
Something catches my attention in the mirror as it flits
around. More than one, and I register the smell as I figure out what's flying
around my face. Blow flies. A whole swarm of them. I quickly process what they're
doing and cringe inwardly. I guess the cringe wasn't as inward as I thought as
the pungent taste of pus wets my overly dry tongue.
By mid-afternoon, the gore that is the left side of my
face is coated in a sickly, yellow tinted slime that if looked at carefully
moves and slides. It's not the pus itself moving, but the newly hatch maggots
that are feasting on it. I've long since felt the original pain and am left
with a dull sensation of the squirmy little fucks slipping in and out of the
dead flesh they feed upon.
It takes a much shorter amount of time than one would
think for the maggots to grow. Once barely visible specs are now easily seen in
just a few short hours, but it'll be dark soon. By the last of daylight, I
watch as they begin to make their way into my nose from my mouth where there
are just too many of them—some must find other places to go. The pain as they
burrow themselves into undamaged flesh is becoming unbearable. Though, there's
nothing I can do. I try to scream, but the sharp intake of air forces a clump
of maggots down my windpipe, and I feel as if I'm choking.
***
It's dark now. I know I will never see daylight
again as I feel the slimy creeps begin to dig into my good eye. I don't know
how much longer this will go on, but the last thing that comes to my mind is
that this situation is so much worse than what brought me to this old barn, to
begin with, and I wonder why I thought it would be a good idea. I wanted to end
my suffering, not cause more. Nothing ever goes the way I plan.*This story can be found in my short story collection, Images from a Wandering Mind: a Sick and Disturbing Collection
Tuesday, October 15, 2019
Writer Wednesday: Week Twenty-nine
Hey, everyone! We've made it to Week Twenty-nine of Writer Wednesday. Honestly, some days, I'm not sure I'll make it through to the next day, but here we are, another week's passed.
This week's featured author is Scott Butcher. We'll actually have his alter-ego/penname show up here sometime in the future. I thought about having both on one post, but I decided to keep it simple. So, here we go. You know the drill, unless you're new. You can find Scott and his works at the following links:
Scott Butcher's Facebook Author Page
Scott Butcher's Amazon Author Page
Books:
The Soul of Nemach and the Temple of Bast
The Soul of Nemach and the Burbank Adventure
The Fairly Stillwart Chronicles
An Eagle's Heart
One Million Project: Fantasy Anthology Scott joins 39 other awesome authors to make up this anthology. All stories were donated freely, and proceeds go to UK Cancer Research and EMMAUS charities.
Thank you for joining me this week, and I hope to see you all again next week for Week Thirty of Writer Wednesday. Remember, please leave reviews for the books you read and have read. It means more to the author than you could imagine. Also, please don't download books from pirate sites; authors don't get paid for those books, and most indie authors can't afford to produce more books for you to read if they're not getting paid for the ones they've already written and published.
Saturday, October 12, 2019
Short Story Saturday: Cleaner
CLEANER
The moonlight shines brightly off the blade of my
knife. It's quiet out, aside from my knife sliding across the whetstone in my
hands and the sound of steady, rhythmic breathing. I'm standing just outside
the darker shadows of the tree near me.
I set the whetstone on the tailgate of my truck. Then
I run my left thumb over the blade. I can't tell right away, as there is no
pain or blood, but I know that the skin had been sliced. I place the knife in
its sheath then turn my attention to my thumb. Still no blood. I take my right
hand and squeeze the thumb between my other one and the pointer finger of my
left hand. There it is, the dark red fluid leaks from the self-inflicted wound.
I stare at it for a minute. My pulse quickening. Finally, I stick the digit in
my mouth and suck. I love the coppery taste and the thickness of the blood on
my tongue.
A moan from behind distracts my pleasure. “What the
fuck?”
Ah, she's awake. It's about time,
I think. Though, she doesn't need to be awake for me to do what I'm getting paid
for. Not to mention the bonus steaks I get if the client's happy.
I hear chains, not so much clinking but adjusting as
the woman hanging upside-down behind me struggles. I turn to face her. There's
a stream of moonlight that shines through the tree branches at exactly the
right angle to bathe her in it. Her hands hang below her head; they're four,
maybe five, inches from the ground. I stare at them longingly for several
minutes. I think how I'll keep them for myself. They're handcuffed together,
giving her less of a range of motion. My eyes drift up past her face, which is
twisted in a mix of discomfort and rage, to her breast. They sit higher on her
chest than they should from the pull of gravity. My eyes travel further,
skimming over her navel that had a piercing, but I took it out when I removed
her clothes. I pass over her slit, it's shaved completely, except for a thin
strip of trimmed hair. I stop where the chains wrap around her ankles. Her legs
are spread.
I always wish I could use hooks, but I've tried it
before. The weight of the person tears the tendons, and my prey ends up with a
broken neck. What fun is that? If they don't die, they can't struggle. That
brings me no excitement.
“Joke's over, you sick fuck! Let me down,” she screams
and struggles again against her bindings. Her hair sweeping across the ground.
I laugh. “That's not going to happen, sweetheart. I've
got an order to fill.”
I turn back around and head toward my truck. I grab
the whetstone and put it in the glove box, and I return to the bed, pulling the
large cooler, heavy with ice, to the tailgate. I retrieve a bucket from the bed
and return to the woman, setting it in front of her.
“What are you doing?” she asks and swings around a
bit, still trying to break free.
I say nothing as I walk behind her. I wrap her hair in
my left hand and pull it as tight as possible, and then I use my knife to cut
her hair as close to the scalp as I can without cutting it. She screams. I toss
the hair to the ground as I make my way back to the bucket. I slide it under
her head. Her shoulders are nearly touching the rim of the bucket. I'd almost
hung her too low.
Her screams and cries are now echoed. “You can't do
this. Do you know who I am? Just stop, I can give you money. I won't even tell
anyone.”
“Don't you know how to shut up?” I say and grasp her
chin, pushing it down.
I bring my knife from directly underneath one earlobe,
around her throat, and to the same location under the other ear. I can hear the
blood spray the wall of the bucket. She gurgles for a minute. Soon there's just
the sound of dripping—more blood joining the blood that's already filled the
bucket at least a quarter of the way.
I wait for the dripping to stop being so frequent, and
I remove the bucket, taking it to the truck and place the lid on it. I put this
bucket in a large trough that has ice in it, some of which has already melted
and the bucket slides past the ice easily. I take a second bucket and place it
in front of the woman. I get to work. First, I remove her hands and place them
in a gallon sized baggy, tossing it to the ground, and then I skin her. Some
clients prefer to have the skin intact but not this one; they also want the
meat boneless. I run my knife down her middle, starting at her pelvis and
working my way to her collarbone. Her guts spill forward and down. I remove
them carefully from the cavity from which they came, trying my hardest not to
damage any of the organs as I placed them in the bucket.
After closing the second bucket and placing it in the trough
next to the other, I go back to the woman. Well, what's left of her. I begin
removing the meat from her bones, putting each piece in the cooler as I remove
it. I start with her calves, using a step ladder to reach the highest areas,
and I end by removing her tongue and eyes. I've also removed her ribs intact.
Once there's nearly only a skeleton remaining, I close
the lid to the cooler. I climb in the bed of the truck and pull the cooler off
the tailgate and further into the bed. I close the lid upon returning my feet
to the ground.
I take the bones down from the tree, along with
the chains and other hardware. The bones I place in a garbage bag to take home
to our dogs. Our dogs love it when I bring them special treats. The chains,
hardware, and the gallon bag that contain her hands I put in the toolbox in the
bed of my truck. I tuck the garbage bag in a compartment under the back seat
before getting in and driving to the butcher. I'm only the hunter and cleaner.
Josh, he's the one that fills the order. You know: steaks, sausage, roast. All
that good stuff.*This story can be found in my short story collection, Images from a Wandering Mind: a Sick and Disturbing Collection.
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Tuesday, October 8, 2019
Writer Wednesday: Week Twenty-eight
It's Week Twenty-eight of Writer Wednesday.
This week's featured author is Sheena Macleod. Sheena is a fellow One Million Project member. You can find her and her works at the links below:
Sheena's Facebook Author Page
Sheena's Twitter
Sheena's Amazon Author Page
Books:
Reign of Marionettes
So, You Say I Can't Vote!: Frances Conelly: The Working-Class Women's Route to the Vote
Thank you for joining me this week, and I'll see you again next week. Remember to leave reviews for the books you read.
Saturday, October 5, 2019
Short Story Saturday: Soup
SOUP
Firmly, I insert my blade just above his groin. I can
feel the metal graze against the top of his pelvic bone. I've sharpened the
knife enough to do the job I need it to. Pressing on the handle, I feel the
blade slip past the muscle wall, and I stop. I bring the hilt back to where the
end hovers above his navel. The tip of the blade gets held up under his pelvic
bone, and I draw it a half inch higher up his stomach, feeling it slice easily
through skin, fat, and muscle, and then unwedge from under the bone.
Screams have been escaping the man the entire time,
muffled by the silk I've tied around his head and over his mouth. I'm sure the
cries of pain will continue until he passes out from shock or dies—It all
depends on how strong he is.
Keeping the pressure on the knife, I begin drawing the
blade upward along his abdomen allowing it to slice through the muscle wall but
not damaging any organs. Following the line of his happy trail, I cut through
his belly button. Blood begins running out of the fissure that I've created and
down his sides. Still, I pull the knife further.
His body trembles. I look to his face, tears have long
since welled and ran to his hairline—tiny, salty rivers—and for a second, I
feel pity towards him. Though, just that small fraction of time and I feel as
if I wasted too much on him. He's only getting what he deserves.
I've reached the rib cage with my knife. As my blade
moves slightly to the left of his sternum, I use more force to cut through the
costal cartilage, and he passes out. I could stop to see if he regains
consciousness, but he'll probably bleed out and die first. I want his heart
beating when I cut it from his chest.
Working as quickly as I can, I rip my knife through
the cartilage holding the ribs to the sternum. Realizing I've gone too far, I
slip my blade through the flesh above the third rib down and slide it over
toward his armpit.
I remove the piece of steel from his flesh, laying it
on the table. Using both hands, I grab the section of ribs and pull back with
brute strength. Bones break as I bend the slab down to the wooden table the man
is lain upon. To hold the meat and bone down, I quickly retrieve a hammer and
some nails I've previously set to the side. After pounding in several nails, I
then toss the hammer to the floor.
Fumbling around inside his chest for a moment, I get
my hand around his heart, and I grab the knife from the table with my free
hand. I locate where I need to cut, and in seconds, the heart is free, pumping
its last few beats. On the other side of the room, a fire burns within the
fireplace. I go there and throw the lifeless muscle into the flames.
"At least your heart will finally show its true
color and keep it as it turns to ash, you worthless mother fucker."
I return to the corpse on the table. Before wrapping
him in plastic and putting him in my trunk—so I can later throw him in the
woods to be a feast for scavengers—I cut his eyes, ears, and tongue from his
head, and then his liver, kidneys, and spleen from his body. I plan to make a
soup with these things later, which I'll deliver to his friends and family as
they gather for their yearly reunion. Maybe they'll wonder what happened to
him. Maybe they won't. Or, maybe they'll be relieved that he isn't there and
celebrate his absence.
*This story can be found in my short story collection, Images from a Wandering Mind: a Sick and Disturbing Collection.
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Wednesday, October 2, 2019
Writer Wednesday: Week Twenty-seven
I know, I know, another late week. Hey, I'd apologize, but, well, sometimes that's just how life is. Anyway, we've got another quick post this week.
So, this week's featured author is J.L. Akers (or J. Lee Akers). Akers' book is a book of poetry. I think (it's been a long day) this is another first for Writer Wednesday, so, seriously, go check it out. It has an awesome cover, also.
I only have the Amazon link, so I'm including the Goodreads page, too.
Wicked Dreams and Beautiful Nightmares
Goodreads page for Wicked Dreams and Beautiful Nightmares
Thanks for joining me this week, and I hope to see you all again next week. Remember to support your favorite indie authors by leaving reviews for their work. It means a lot to them, I promise.
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