SOUP
Firmly, I insert my blade just above his groin. I can
feel the metal graze against the top of his pelvic bone. I've sharpened the
knife enough to do the job I need it to. Pressing on the handle, I feel the
blade slip past the muscle wall, and I stop. I bring the hilt back to where the
end hovers above his navel. The tip of the blade gets held up under his pelvic
bone, and I draw it a half inch higher up his stomach, feeling it slice easily
through skin, fat, and muscle, and then unwedge from under the bone.
Screams have been escaping the man the entire time,
muffled by the silk I've tied around his head and over his mouth. I'm sure the
cries of pain will continue until he passes out from shock or dies—It all
depends on how strong he is.
Keeping the pressure on the knife, I begin drawing the
blade upward along his abdomen allowing it to slice through the muscle wall but
not damaging any organs. Following the line of his happy trail, I cut through
his belly button. Blood begins running out of the fissure that I've created and
down his sides. Still, I pull the knife further.
His body trembles. I look to his face, tears have long
since welled and ran to his hairline—tiny, salty rivers—and for a second, I
feel pity towards him. Though, just that small fraction of time and I feel as
if I wasted too much on him. He's only getting what he deserves.
I've reached the rib cage with my knife. As my blade
moves slightly to the left of his sternum, I use more force to cut through the
costal cartilage, and he passes out. I could stop to see if he regains
consciousness, but he'll probably bleed out and die first. I want his heart
beating when I cut it from his chest.
Working as quickly as I can, I rip my knife through
the cartilage holding the ribs to the sternum. Realizing I've gone too far, I
slip my blade through the flesh above the third rib down and slide it over
toward his armpit.
I remove the piece of steel from his flesh, laying it
on the table. Using both hands, I grab the section of ribs and pull back with
brute strength. Bones break as I bend the slab down to the wooden table the man
is lain upon. To hold the meat and bone down, I quickly retrieve a hammer and
some nails I've previously set to the side. After pounding in several nails, I
then toss the hammer to the floor.
Fumbling around inside his chest for a moment, I get
my hand around his heart, and I grab the knife from the table with my free
hand. I locate where I need to cut, and in seconds, the heart is free, pumping
its last few beats. On the other side of the room, a fire burns within the
fireplace. I go there and throw the lifeless muscle into the flames.
"At least your heart will finally show its true
color and keep it as it turns to ash, you worthless mother fucker."
I return to the corpse on the table. Before wrapping
him in plastic and putting him in my trunk—so I can later throw him in the
woods to be a feast for scavengers—I cut his eyes, ears, and tongue from his
head, and then his liver, kidneys, and spleen from his body. I plan to make a
soup with these things later, which I'll deliver to his friends and family as
they gather for their yearly reunion. Maybe they'll wonder what happened to
him. Maybe they won't. Or, maybe they'll be relieved that he isn't there and
celebrate his absence.
*This story can be found in my short story collection, Images from a Wandering Mind: a Sick and Disturbing Collection.
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