Friday, March 29, 2019

The Fourth Kind is a butt thing, right?

Assuming Can Be a Pain in the Ass

            The night sky was clear with every twinkling star visible. That’s when Jimbob Baterman saw a group of those stars getting closer to him. He stood watching as they turned from little balls of light in the sky to big ones surrounding a round object just above where he stood. The object drew closer and closer, until a craft a little bigger than a large SUV landed in front of him.
            A door opened and out walked a creature, dark orange in color and slightly taller than Jimbob himself. The creature looked much like a man did but with a larger head than a normal person. The thing’s mouth was big enough to be proportionate to the size of its head, but its ears were tiny nubs on the sides. Its nose sat too high on the thing's face. Its nostrils level with its beady, black eyes. No hair covered its knobby head. It wore a green robe. Jimbob couldn’t believe his eyes. He’d waited years to have an encounter with an alien.
            It spoke, I mean you no harm. My mate and I are on a mission to learn about your kind and your planet.” The creature knew English, which surprised Jimbob.
            “A real live alien! Hot-dog, ya don’t know how long I’ve waited to meet one of ya. I’m Jimbob. How long you stayin’ fer?” Jimbob asked the weird being that stood in front of him.
            “As long as need be, but in your tongue and the way you gauge time, about a week. My name is not pronounceable in your language, but a suitable translation is Arnie,” the creature said.
            “Arnie, huh, not what I expected fer an alien. So, you gonna take me aboard yer ship and do some tests or something?” Jimbob could hardly control his excitement.
            “You are welcome to board my ship if you like, but I don’t have any tests I need to run. You can meet my family, though. It is so nice to come in contact with such a friendly human; the last one tried to hit me with a cleaning tool,” Arnie said.
            “Well, that’s no way to be treated as a visitor,” Jimbob replied.
            Jimbob followed the alien, Arnie, aboard his ship where he met his mate and his child, which Arnie introduced as his daughter, but there were no characteristics to prove if the small purple creature was male or female, let alone that it was even the same kind of organism. It had the same large head and mouth, but the ears and eyes were huge in comparison.
            Jimbob was disappointed that Arnie hadn’t performed any test on him while aboard the ship.  So, he grabbed something on his way out. Maybe, Jimbob thought, Arnie wanted to hold off on testing so they could get to know one another better. Though, he figured he’d help out by getting one of the tests started.
            Jimbob went home content that night. Finally, he’d met an alien, and he couldn’t wait to get the test started. He took the gadget he’d taken from the ship out of his pocket. After looking it over, he found a dial on the bottom and turned it. The top lit up with a green light and he was satisfied that he’d figured out how to turn it on. Hoping that it wouldn’t affect the results, he wiped a little Vaseline on the tip and inserted it. He went to bed a little uncomfortable, but he’d figured he’d get used to it.
            The next morning Jimbob woke to a pounding on his window. He looked over and saw Arnie standing there looking at him. He went over to the window, awkwardly, and opened it.
            “Good morning, Arnie. Nice day, huh.”
            “If you say so. I was wondering if I could observe you for a couple of days. Is that all right with you?” Arnie asked.
            “That’s fine with me, but what'cha gonna observe? I don’t really do much around here besides tend to the cows and crops.” Jimbob sounded unsure when he spoke.
            “Anything to get me away from the mate and baby awhile, things are a bit rough back at the ship.”
            Over the next few days, Arnie watched Jimbob as he milked and fed the cows and as he worked the crops in his fields. On the first day, he noticed Jimbob walking weird, a little bowlegged like he was uncomfortable for some reason. Progressively over the days, his strange gait got worse and more bowlegged. Arnie wanted to ask about it but wasn’t quite sure how to bring up the subject, and every time he’d start to bring it up, he’d stop himself and say something else.
            On the third day, Arnie went back to his ship. Jimbob was disappointed that Arnie had still not brought up doing any tests. He wanted to surprise Arnie and let him know that he had taken the probe and started the tests on his own. Jimbob thought that Arnie might have been embarrassed to bring up the subject. After all, they'd sort of became friends, and friends don’t normally ask if they can stick things up your butt to collect data.
            Arnie came back the next morning and continued watching Jimbob. He noticed Jimbob’s walk was getting worse, but he still didn’t know how to bring it up. Arnie could help him if it was a health issue. His species had perfected healing through touch and a certain level of brainpower.
            “Jimbob,” Arnie started, but then he changed what he was going to say, “my family and I are leaving early. We’ll be leaving tomorrow because something has come up, and it’s not controllable on your planet. We must return home.”
            “Well, damn that kinda sucks, but hey, we had fun, right? Come get me before you leave, and I’ll see you off,” Jimbob said.
            Arnie watched as Jimbob finished his daily chores before he returned to his ship. Jimbob went to bed upset that the aliens would be making their departure the next day. He woke in the morning saddened that Arnie was not there, waking him. Jimbob hoped that they didn’t leave without saying goodbye.
            Finally, around five o’clock he decided to go and check to see if Arnie and his family had already gone. On his way there, he was pleasantly surprised to find Arnie headed toward his house.
            “I thought you left without saying goodbye,” Jimbob said.
            “No, I was having a problem with my mate. There was something I needed to say before I went anyways,” said Arnie
            “Oh, what’s that?” Jimbob asked.
            “I’ve been meaning to ask, what the hell is wrong with your ass? You’ve been walking around this entire week like you have a corncob stuck up there. Is it hemorrhoids? I can fix those for you. We’ve learned how to heal by touch.”
            Jimbob was so upset that Arnie was going home that he’d completely forgotten about the probe. He had meant to remove it before leaving his house, but Arnie hadn't shown up to say that he and his family were headed out.
            “Oh, I almost forgot about that. It’s not hemorrhoids, it’s yer probe. I figured ya forgot to use it, so I grabbed it and went ahead and put it up there fer ya. Ya should have plenty of data to show for your mission, although I had to take it out when I took a shit. Don’t worry, I stuck it back up there without wiping,” Jimbob told Arnie, excitedly.
            “Probe? What are you talking about, I don’t understand.” Arnie’s voice was laced with his obvious confusion.
            “You know, that’s what you guys do, right? To collect information about us, you use a butt probe.”
            “No, we collect information by interacting with beings from a species that are less dangerous than the majority. What does this thing look like that you took and, uh, put up your ass?”
            Jimbob ran behind a tree and proceeded to take the device out of him. Then he went back to Arnie with it in his hand. Arnie looked at the thing, covered in the most disgusting substance that could have covered it, and he knew exactly what it was.
            Arnie smacked Jimbob in the back of the head. “You asshole! My mate and I have been looking for this all week. We’ve gone crazy trying to find it, and now there is no way we can use it. We’re going to end up killing each other before we get back home!” Arnie shouted angrily.
            “Why? What is it?” Jimbob asked.
            “It’s our daughter’s goddamn pacifier! She’s been screaming her head off because she doesn’t have it!” Arnie yelled.
            “Oops, I’m sorry. But, you know, you should always carry a backup. Pacifiers seem to end up in the weirdest places.” Jimbob’s apology was overshadowed by his knowledgeable smart-assed comment.

            Arnie left to return home. The cops found Jimbob in the woods three days later, his head wrapped in, what looked like, a giant used diaper and the alien pacifier in his mouth. He was barely alive when they found him. They asked what the device was that he had in his mouth. He told them it was a probe, and that the aliens got mad and shoved it in his mouth when they didn’t get any useful information from it. Jimbob still sits in a mental institution to this day.

Wednesday, March 20, 2019

TOKEN

TOKEN


Paul stared at the small baggies in his hand. After a fair amount of consideration, he set down the small egg-weight sinkers, choosing the split-shot ones instead. He glanced at the counter, which was still free of an attendant. Shaking his head, he stepped over to pick some hooks for his day out fishing.

“Man, guess the shipment’s late again,” he mumbled to himself while grabbing a couple packs of baitholders in place of the circle-hooks he preferred.

He walked over to the counter and set the little bags down. After a minute, he tapped the bell that rested on a coaster. The bell sounded sickly, and it looked that way too. Rather than the bright shiny silver of its younger days, it was a grimy brown with rust, and the push button atop it stuck in the down position.

“Hey, Chuck?” he said, not quite shouting but louder than his normal voice. He went to the door and stepped out, making sure the sign was turned to ‘OPEN.’ Letting the door close behind him, he tried again, “Hey, Chuck? You out here?”

Nothing. Paul briefly wondered if something had happened the day before that made Chuck forget to close up properly. After some thought and still no response, he walked to his truck and pulled an envelope from the glovebox. He decided to go ahead and take the hooks and sinkers along with a container of Canadian Nightcrawlers. The envelope was so he could leave a note and the money to cover the goods.

“Damn it,” he said, nearly tripping on the step as he dug through his wallet for the bills. He opened the door before focusing back on the green paper and trying to figure just how much he should leave. “Fifteen should be more than enough.”

He pulled the ten and five out and went to stuff it in the white envelope.

“Good morning!” a voice boomed much too joyfully.

The items in his hands fell to the floor as he jumped, startled. “What in the! Where did you come from?” he asked, meeting the eyes of a frail-looking, little, old man. Paul had no idea how such a tiny and ill-looking person could’ve been so loud.

“I was just around back. I didn’t mean to scare you, son,” the man said. “You seem to be ready to pay.”

“Um, yeah. Yeah. I just need those and a thing of worms.” Paul picked up a container out of the small refrigerator on the counter. He shook and opened it, checking the activeness of the nightcrawlers. “And you didn’t scare me. Just caught me off guard is all. I didn’t think anyone was here. Where’s Chuck?”

“Oh, Chuck? He had to run back home. Forgot something and asked me to hold down the fort. I’m afraid I’m doing a terrible job.” The old man punched in some numbers on the ancient cash register in front of him. “That’s all? You sure?”

Paul nodded. “That should do it.”

“That’ll be eleven sixty-two.”

Paul handed over the bills and accepted his change from the old man. “Well, I’ll be on my way. Tell Chuck I’m sorry I missed ‘im.”

“Will do, Paul. Good luck, but leave some fish for the rest of us.”

Something struck Paul as odd, but he couldn’t quite put his finger on it. So, with a shrug, he turned and walked back out of the tackle shop. When he got back to his truck, he reached in the bed for his tackle box.

He kicked his tire when his hands came up empty, realizing he’d forgot the box on his porch. “Shit, damn!” He opened the truck door and tossed the worm container and baggies on the seat before heading back in to face the little old man.

“Back so soon?”

“Yeah. Seems I left my tackle at home. Looks like I’m fishing simple today, so I’m going to need a bobber,” Paul said, turning to the shelf.

“Oh, you’re in luck. These just came in, and I was on my way to put them out.” The man held up a neon orange bobber. It was medium size and had black inserts on the top and bottom. Nothing special. “Here ya go.”

Paul’s mouth turned down on one side, and he glanced back at the ones on display. Shrugging, he approached the counter. “I guess I’ll take it. How much?”

“Don’t bother. Think of it as a token of my appreciation for not leaving earlier when you couldn’t find anyone around.” The man seemed to think for a second. “Here, have another. Give it to someone who needs it,” he added with a wink, handing over the neon orange bobber followed by a yellow one.

Paul hesitated but took them. “You sure?”

“Yeah. Yeah.” He smiled. “That orange one’s yours. Gift the yellow.”

“Um, sure. Okay. Thanks . . . Well, I don’t know your name.” Paul gave an awkward chuckle.

“Eh, they call me Papy.”

“Uh, okay, Papy,” he said, forcing the name out oddly. “Well, thanks again.”

***

The drive to his usual fishing hole was uneventful, and Paul parked his truck on the side of the four-lane highway. He was surprised to find the spot empty. The small dam-like structure usually had half a dozen or so people fishing at it.

Even though he’d parked a considerable distance from the road, he checked to make sure there weren’t any oncoming cars that were too close. Seeing the coast was clear, he opened the door and stepped out, closing it behind him and hurried around to the other side of the truck.

He grabbed one of his rods from the bed, leaning it against the side before opening the passenger door to collect the hooks and sinkers. He pocketed the baggies then picked up the container of worms. Glancing at the bobbers, he wondered if he should just fish bottom, but he knew there were far too many fallen trees to do that.

Gift the yellow. He swore he could practically hear the words whispered as he remembered them. A chill went down his spine, but he shook it off, shoving the orange bobber in his pocket and wrapping his fingers around the yellow one.

“Pfft, it’s just a damn bobber. What’s it matter which one I gift . . . if I don’t just decide to keep them both,” he said, shaking his head while walking to the cement wall that doubled as a walkway.

A car passed by on the road behind him. There was a small thud followed by a strange whistle. Paul turned in time to see a stick fly into his back window with a crack, and then it clanked as it fell into the bed.

“Well, damn!” he said, going back to the truck. “Of course, it broke. Just my luck.” He blew out his breath with a huff. It could’ve been worse. The glass could’ve shattered completely, but as it was, there was only a spiderweb-crack. He decided he’d worry about it later.
Pushing the anger down, he went back on his way to get his fishing line in the water. The concrete wall was plenty wide enough to walk on with room to spare, which seeing as it had water on both sides for most of its length, that was a good thing. Paul hadn’t quite reached the end when he chose a spot to leave the worms, so he wouldn’t accidentally knock them in the water. It was there that he baited his hook and put the bobber in place.

He flipped the bail, cast his line, and waited. Fifteen minutes passed by before the bright yellow float wiggled and bounced up and down on the water. Finally, it plunged beneath the surface. Paul pulled back on the pole, setting the hook.

By some weird fluke, the bottom of the fishing pole slipped into his shirt pocket. He tried reeling, but the drag kicked in, causing the hum noise it creates when the line gets pulled from the reel. He pulled back harder, fighting the fish, and he tried again to turn the crank. The handle grabbed hold of the shirt pocket where the bottom pole was still hung. The free spinning end of the handle slipped in the slit for the button on the pocket. Before Paul could understand what had happened, the fish jerked with all its might, nearly tugging the pole from his grip. He held tight, but the action ripped the pocket from his shirt, leaving a hole where the pocket had been.

Paul lurched forward, almost going head-first into the dark waters. Upon gaining his ground, the line had gone slack. He reeled it in with a fierce determination, but the fish had seized the opportunity and made its escape.

“Damn it!” he said, turning and throwing the pole to the bank.

The end of the rod crashed into the mud-slick ground, but something was amiss. Paul studied the scene in front of him as he mindlessly fingered the hole in his shirt. It took a moment before he figured out what was wrong. While the end of the pole sat on the bank, the tip was well off the ground, pointing in his direction, and the bobber hung just out of reach a few feet in front of him.

“What in the hell?” His tone, perplexed. He twirled his fingers in his chest hair just beneath the shirt’s fabric. “How the fuck did that even happen?”

At some point in his fit, as he threw the pole, the bail had flipped open, allowing the line to pull free of the spool. The hook and sinkers on the free-flowing line managed to wrap themselves around a tree branch. When the pole hit the ground, the bail flipped shut, leaving the line taut.

Deciding there would be no way to reach the line to try and pull it down, he walked along the cement wall and carefully stepped onto the slippery mud. He picked up the rod and tugged. The line held strong, and the hook and sinkers wouldn’t budge.

He gripped tight on the pole above the reel and took a couple steps back. The limb bent, and Paul thought for sure it would break from the pressure. He took another step back, adjusting his hands. The knuckle of his thumb brushed the line, and it screamed in protest with a high-pitched twang. The tension broke, and Paul heard the whistle of the weights sing through the air right before they smashed into his left cheek. He felt them fall to his shoulder and roll down his back.

The soles of his boots slipped and slid on the mud. He threw his arms wide, trying to keep his balance. He managed to steady himself. Huffing from the exertion, he began turning the crank of the reel, bringing in the slack.

“Fuckin’ hell! That was close.” He stopped reeling and brought one hand to his cheek, coming away with bloody fingers. “Guess I should call it a day. Go home, clean this up, and see how bad it is. Don’t feel like tying another hook on anyway, ‘cause I’m sure it’s stuck in that tree. Else it would’ve took my eye out,” he grumbled to himself as he went back to reeling in the slack.

A cracking sound came from his right, and when he turned to see what could have made the noise, there was a slight tug at the back of his pants. He turned further, too quickly, to see what had caused the tugging; his foot had begun to slide in the mud again. This time when his arms went wide, there was a biting sensation in his calf. The pain stole his concentration, causing him to fall and careen down the bank. The biting turned into a tearing feeling, and as he slid into the dark waters, the pain turned into a burning sensation.

His butt came to a stop in the mucky bottom. Looking around, he tried to understand what exactly had happened. He was sitting in three inches of mud covered with another ten inches of brown water. His fishing line was wrapped around his right arm, and the rod and reel it was connected to lay on the bank. His calf throbbed, and he hoped like hell he hadn’t been bitten by a cottonmouth. Though, he saw no snake while checking his surroundings.

He went to stand, but when he moved his arm, the searing in his calf flared. “Son of a bitch!” he growled.

Reaching over with his left hand, he plucked ever so lightly at the fishing line, testing if it was the offender. The pain sang through him, again, making him cringe. He brought his left hand down to the right pocket of his pants and felt that the pocketknife he had was still there. Trying to cause as little movement as possible, he wiggled the knife free.

“Well, at least that’s one thing that’s gone right,” he said as he opened the knife partway, just enough to slip the line in and cut it. Not wanting to risk another mishap, he closed the knife back up and tossed it to the bank. It landed next to the fishing rod.

The tension on the line being broken made the pain ease. He unwrapped the part that was still on his arm, noticing the yellow bobber. Once free, he grabbed the brightly colored styrofoam and chucked it as hard as he could.

“Stupid thing. Stupid old man. Gift the yellow,” he said in a mocking tone. “Mumbo-jumbo. Hullabaloo!”

He stood up, ignoring the pain in his calf as he made his way out of the water. He picked up his pole and knife from the ground then walked over to the cement wall to grab the worms. He knew he should check his leg, but he wanted to get out of there. He’d had enough.

Walking to his truck, he dipped down and grabbed the bobber, but something caught his attention. A white styrofoam cooler sat in the shade, scrawled on its side was a note that read: EXTRA BAIT? SHARING IS CARING. USE WHAT YOU NEED, GIVE WHAT YOU DON’T.

He glanced to the worm canister and then to the annoying yellow float. Shrugging, he approached the cooler and lifted the lid. Inside was a brick, he assumed was to weigh down the light material, and four ice packs surrounding it. No bait. He dropped in the worm container and bobber, and then he dug into his pants’ pockets for the other bobber and the bags holding the weights and hooks, tossing them in beside the worms. He replaced the lid firmly and walked away.

The exertion of walking up the incline to his truck caused his injured calf to burn, making the trickle of blood seeping into his shoe nearly unnoticeable. He reached the truck’s bed and decided he should check the damage on his leg before heading out. He dropped the tailgate and sat on it as a car pulled onto the shoulder behind his truck. Trying to ignore the newcomers, he focused on his wound, stretching his good leg along the tailgate.

His pant leg was scrunched up in the way, so he pried the pocketknife out again. He opened it fully and proceeded to cut off the denim just below the knee, ignoring the growing red puddle below his leg.

There was a whistle beside him as he gaped at the wound that started above the ankle and ran up to just below the back of his knee. “That is going to need stitches, my friend.”

Looking to his right, Paul spotted a tall man with dirty blond hair, who appeared to be in his early forties. He grunted before saying, “Do you normally sneak up on people and state the obvious? How about a ‘hello’ or ‘are you okay’?”

“Sorry. It just looked like you might need some help, and, well, then I saw that. Caught me off guard,” the guy replied. “You need a ride to get that checked and maybe grab a cold-pack for that cheek? I’m sure my girl wouldn’t mind waiting here for me to get back.”

Paul watched as the man casually licked his bottom lip then pulled it between his teeth. He felt uneasy, sensing something was off with the guy. “That’s awfully kind of you, but I think it just looks worse than it really is.”

He didn’t believe his own words. The hook was still embedded firmly in the muscle, and the gouge had to be a good half inch or so deep and more than a foot long. The puddling blood began to make him grow queasy. He took the strip of denim he’d cut from his pants and tied it, not too tightly, around his upper calf.

He hadn’t noticed the woman approach. She and the man were talking quietly to each other. She glanced briefly at Paul’s leg, and she paled.

“I’ll be on my way. Get this looked at. If you guys are fishing, I left some worms in that cooler down there,” he told them.

“I really don’t mind taking you to get help.” The guy stepped closer; his eyes gleaming with some sort of desire.

“Nah. I’m good. There’s a clinic ten minutes down the road. I’ll be fine.” Paul slipped off the tailgate and closed it, avoiding putting his full weight on his injured leg. He maneuvered oddly around the side of the truck, not feeling comfortable enough to turn his back on the strange man. “If I see you’re still here when I come back by, I’ll stop to let you know I made it.”

He fidgeted with the key and unlocked his door, opening it. Finally turning his back, he climbed in, shut the door, and locked it before looking into his rearview mirror, finding the couple enjoying a kiss. He shook his head and started the truck, pulling away after seeing the road was clear.

***

Three and a half hours passed by before Paul climbed in his truck to head home. A little worse for wear, he was a proud owner of both an internal and external layer of stitches and a prescription for 800mg ibuprofen.

He’d planned to keep an eye out for the couple, but when he reached the fishing hole, their car was gone and the area had been roped off with police caution tape. There was, however, a tow truck that had just started pulling away, hauling a pick-up truck with a boat and trailer.

He thought the scene odd but continued on his way. About a half-mile down the road, on the grassy shoulder, sat a news van. Thinking back, he’d heard hushed voices of a horrible accident when he was at the walk-in clinic, but he hadn’t gotten the impression it was newsworthy.

Another half-hour and Paul limped in through his backdoor and pulled off his shoes. He tossed the prescription on the counter, figuring he’d fill it later. He had plenty of the over-the-counter stuff.

A grey and white fluffball of a cat ran over and rubbed against his injured leg. “Sorry there, Gargar. This old man had a bit of bad luck, and I don’t think I can handle your tough love right now.”

He scooped up the cat, scratched her head, and then set her down on her bed where she began to play with her toys. Hobbling, he made his way to his chair, sat down, and used the remote to turn on the television. His curiosity had him switching to the station the news van belonged to, taking note that the news wouldn’t start for another twenty minutes.

After suffering through the rest of the boring, quiz program that had been on, he gave his full attention to the tv, waiting to see if they’d discuss what happened. It didn’t take long before the anchor introduced the story, with a picture of the blond male Paul had met earlier that day hovering above his left shoulder. The feed changed to a scrawny, dark-haired man standing next to the cement wall at the fishing spot.

“A string of bad luck on a day of fishing turned into tragedy for a couple today. Soon after Jamie Litman and Susan Tribly arrived, Jamie was stung by a wasp, hit with a falling tree branch, and fell off of this cement wall. When the couple decided to leave, we were told by Ms. Tribly, who did not want to appear on camera, that Jamie accidentally dropped some fishing tackle by his door, and when he bent down to pick it up, a passing truck pulling a boat decapitated him. The details on how this happened are unclear, at this time, but we’ll give an update when more information is available.”

The program went back to the anchors at the news desk, but Paul was left in shock. He felt his mouth gaped open and forced it shut as he turned off the tv.

“Damn, Gargoyle, I thought I had a bad day,” Paul said to the cat across the room.

***

Two weeks later, Paul walked into the tackle shop. He was still a bit shaken by what had happened, but his leg had healed, and he was going stir-crazy and in need of a day fishing.

Shutting the door, Paul was greeted by a familiar voice. “Hey, I was beginning to wonder if you’d ran off on me since I was closed up a couple weeks back,” Chuck said.

“What do you mean? You had someone else running the shop. I picked up some tackle here the week before last, and you had some spooky old man working. He gave me a couple of bobbers for free because he wasn’t inside when I was ready to check out. Papy . . . I believe is what he said his name was.” Paul quirked his eyebrow and then nodded to himself as confirmation that the name was correct. “Yep, Papy.”

“You’re trying to get my goat. Eve had her gallbladder removed, so I was up at the hospital with her. You know I wouldn’t let anyone run my shop. I certainly wouldn’t let some spooky old man named Papy run it either. Hell, I don’t even know anyone named Papy.” Chuck rubbed at his chin, appearing to be in deep thought. “But I did see that name, this morning I believe.”

“Come on, Chuck. I was here. I got hooks, sinkers, and worms. He gave me the bobbers. Said some weird nonsense about the orange one being mine and to gift the yellow. Then I went to my usual spot. It was a shit day. I left everything but my poles there ‘cause I had to go get stitches.” Paul pulled up his pant leg, showing Chuck the new, shiny pink scar.

“Your usual spot? Isn’t that where the guy lost his head. I’d say it was a terrible accident, but I’m pretty sure he got what he deserved,” Chuck said.

“Man, I wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy. That’s cold.” Paul shook his head in disbelief at what his friend had told him.

“Haven’t you watched or read the news the past few days?” Chuck asked, and then his eyes went wide. “You have, and you’re joshing me. Papy, that’s funny in a dark way, I suppose. Now I remember where I saw the name.” He ducked down and began rustling through some stuff.

“I don’t know what you’re on about.” Anger began to build in Paul’s chest as one of his oldest friends accused him of some sort of practical joke.

“This is what I’m on about.” Chuck put a newspaper on the counter, turning it around so Paul could read it.

A picture of the old man was on the right side of the paragraphs Chuck pointed to. Paul read them out loud, trying to understand what it was saying.

“One of Litman’s victims was a 98-year-old North Dakota man named William ‘Papy’ Witherspoon. Papy’s severed head was found in a large freezer with fifty-seven others. He’d gone missing nearly a year ago, and while his family is terribly upset by what happened to him, they are glad to find some closure in finally knowing.

“Litman’s girlfriend, Susan Tribly, claims to know nothing of his extracurricular activities. Stating that she’s appalled to find out she’d been dating a serial killer. There is an investigation to find out if what she says is true and whether charges should be brought against her.” Paul returned his gaze to his friend.

“Well, if I didn’t know any better, I’d say this is the first you’re hearing of this. I’m not buying it, Paul, and frankly, I find it disturbing that you’ve made up a story like this. Next, you’ll be telling me you gave that yellow bobber to this Litman guy.” Chuck frowned.

Paul stared on for a minute in silence. “But, in a way, I did. I told them I’d left my bait in the cooler. They probably took the tackle too. That bobber, Chuck, I used it. It had bad juju. Everything was going wrong until I put it in that damned ‘sharing’ cooler.”

“Hey, you okay? You’re pale.” Chuck grabbed the phone off the counter. “You don’t look good. I’m calling for help.”

“You don’t understand! This old man,” Paul poked at the picture on the page, “was in here two weeks ago; he was running your shop. He gave me the bobbers. Said they were a token of his appreciation and told me to gift the fucking yellow one.”

He began to hyperventilate. His head was pounding, and his left shoulder began to ache. With shaky legs, he slowly lowered himself to the floor, ignoring the pain from his freshly healed wound.

“Hey, Paul, try to calm down. Help’s on the way,” Chuck tried to persuade him as he knelt down, placing a hand on his shoulder.

“How was he here, Chuck? How? He knew my name . . . How? Why?” Paul’s vision began to blur and blacken at the edges.


“I don’t know, but everything’s going to be okay. Help’s coming.”



If you enjoyed this story, please be sure to check out the anthology it's included in, Weirder Tales: An Omnibus of Odd Ditties. There are a ton of awesome stories within those pages.

Sunday, January 13, 2019

Long time, new name. Let's play catch up!

Who missed me? 😲😏

First thing, a name change. What was once Soleil Daniels: Day by Day became Random Sh*t, When I Feel Like It but is now Random Writings of a Woebegone Wretch.

Has a nice ring to it? Right? Sad and doleful but in a sing-songy kind of way. Ha!

Second thing, I did a little cleaning up. Deleted some posts that either sucked, were too whiny, or just didn't strike my fancy at the time of reviewing it.

Now, I know I've been away for some time, but I return with news. Hopefully exciting news to some who are unaware of said news, for whatever reason whether it be Facebook hiding page posts, a flooded Twitter feed, or maybe you're not following me on either of those. I've also joined Wattpad in my absence from blogging. Though, truth be told, I've not kept up very well on my Wattpad account—blame it on depression, writer's block, laziness, whatever. But . . . enough of that. I'll provide links at the end of the post if you want to check them out.

So, the news:

I've published works and been included in two anthologies—both of which are sold for charity. One of the three works I've published is one that a few followers of this blog (when it was Day by Day) were quite interested in—HALFBORN. Yes, after eight long years of work, I published my vampire story back in October. Here is a list of my works and the anthologies I've been included in. In future posts, I plan to post snippets from long works or full flash fiction pieces.


First off, back in January of 2017, I published my flash fiction collection 'Images From a Wandering Mind'. Please be aware, this collection of stories is not for the faint of heart. It is disgusting, horrible, twisted, sick, and beyond disturbing. It's a horror collection that is gory at times and is intended for MATURE readers only.



Images From a Wandering Mind


Next, we have the first of the two anthologies, which is 'One Million Project: Thriller', published February 19, 2018. This anthology is actually one of four themed anthologies. The others include Fantasy, Fiction, and a general non-themed edition. Thriller is filled with 40 short stories, ranging from ghosts and ghouls to murderous spouses, supernaturals to your run-of-the-mill psychopaths, and rounds off with some unique detective stories. It is tame in comparison to my collection listed above, so lots more reader-friendly. And, hey, if 40 stories from 40 different writers isn't enough, all profits go to charity! Two charities, to be exact—UK Cancer Research and EMMAUS (a charity for the homeless).



One Million Project: Thriller


Moving onto the next, it ties in with the last. I decided, for promotional reasons, to publish the story I'd written for the Thriller anthology on its own on May 16, 2018. The story is titled 'To Save Lives', and it's actually a spin-off short story to my 'Halfborn' series, focusing on two types of vamps from that world—the Abominates and the Wraiths. Obviously, if you haven't had a chance to read 'Halfborn' this means absolutely nothing to you, but while Wraiths make a brief appearance in the self-titled first book of the series, Abominates are mainly just mentioned. So, this is a brief look at a couple of Abominates and a little plan one has that kind of goes awry.



To Save Lives


On September 22, 2018, I was beyond grateful to finally join fellow writers from the group Writers Poets and Deviant or WPaD in print with 'Weirder Tales: An Omnibus of Odd Ditties'. The story I contributed is titled 'Token' and is about a fishing trip gone way beyond wrong. 'Weirder Tales' is a collection of stories similar to episodes of The Twilight Zone or The Outer Limits. Half of the profits received from sales go toward MS research charities—the other half go toward the production of future anthologies.



Weirder Tales: An Omnibus of Odd Ditties


This leads us to the long-awaited, for only few I'm sure, release of 'Halfborn', which went live just before Halloween on October 27, 2018. I know I hyped the book up far too early in the process and got a handful of people excited for it, only to take nearly a decade to release it. I'm sure most of that handful gave up waiting or forgot about it long ago, but it's finally here. It's book one in a series. Don't worry, I don't plan to take nearly as long to get the second installment out. 'Halfborn' is meant for mature readers as there are graphic violence and, *gasp*, sex. I mean, it is a vampire story, and while I can enjoy a sweet, innocent, non-graphic vampire read, I, personally, enjoy my vamps bloody and sweaty. 😉



Halfborn


So, I've supplied you guys with some awesome reading material, and even if you're not interested in my personal work, those anthologies are top-notch. Really, check them out. Please also keep in mind that indie and self-published authors rely on reviews. Also, remember to share your favorite authors with all your reading friends.

Links where you can find me:

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Sunday, January 17, 2016

Halfborn update



So, I know I haven't posted in sometime, and my last post was not the greatest. I was at an extremely low point. Also, I haven't posted anything in forever about Halfborn. I'm certain many have thought I've completely given up on writing. I haven't and I've been working on it in between bouts of slumps. While Halfborn is nearly done, this doesn't necessarily mean it will be ready for publishing next month or anything, it still needs work. I have all intentions to have it completed and self-published or have it considered by traditional publisher before the end of the year; I haven't decided the details. I don't even know if it would be considered by traditionals at this point.

What I'm here today writing for is, a little over a month ago, I started posting chapters of Halfborn on Write On by Kindle. After receiving an email about it, and doing some research, I decided it was a good place to get some honest feedback on the story. To clean it up and make sure the story is the best it can be. It's marked as adult, so you have to be signed in to view. But, if you have an Amazon account, you've already technically got an account with Write On. As you just sign in with you're Amazon username, since it's run by them.

I've got eight chapters up, so far. I've been posting a chapter a week, for the most part. If you're interested in reading it before it's published, and possibly giving some feedback or constructive criticism, or if you just want to let me know what you think, just follow the link I'm providing. Thank you, if you choose to do so.

Halfborn on Write On

Sunday, December 21, 2014

When you reach that part...

Maybe you're not like me. Maybe I'm different. While I'm reading a book or watching a show or movie, I always have a favorite part. I might not know I'm waiting for it. Sometimes it doesn't always happen but if it does, well, my mind is left satisfied.

I mean, don't get me wrong, I appreciate and enjoy all the aspects that have been put into the means of entertainment. I'm not going to lie and say I love everything ever written because I don't. I have my favorite genres. I have my own tastes. Just as everyone else.

But I have a specific favorite part in any work I'm reading or watching. No matter the genre or subject. Horror, romance, comedy, etc. There's usually two characters that develop a closeness. They get to know each other. There is that build in tension. You see it. You feel it. Well, I do. I can't really speak for anyone other than myself. Then... they kiss. The first kiss. No matter what happens after that, it's that first kiss that gets me every time. Reading, watching, it doesn't matter. It just gets me. It makes me want to hold on to the moment and, at the same time, push the story further to find out what happens next. That is my favorite part. I'm not entirely sure why. There's no guarantee that any good will come of it, especially if it's in horror. 

Let me explain, the best way I can, why the first kiss in a story is my favorite. During the progress of a story you can make assumptions. You may not always be right, well, unless you wrote it but from my experience in writing, even then, your assumptions can be incorrect. Sometimes your characters take you by surprise. But back to what I was saying. It's a build between these characters, you assume that first kiss is coming and if it does... It's a cliché but, boom, fireworks. Maybe that's not quite right.

Let's say this. You remember when you were in high school and you had a crush? No? Okay, imagine you're a shy 15 year girl. You keep to yourself and have very few friends. You have a huge crush on someone a grade ahead of you. You watch him from a distance and never grow the courage to talk to him. Somehow, you end up in a study hall period together with him. There's like 10 or 15 other students in the room, though you can't remember because you were overwhelmed by being in the same room with him. You try to keep your distance because if you get too close your stomach feels like you're on a roller coaster and you can't utter a word to save your life. Then your crush approaches you and starts talking. Your stomach feels as if it's grown wings, your heart flutters at an erratic pace, your skin prickles and feels as if it could burst into flames at any second, and your mind screams at you, begging you say something. Say anything beside a garbled mess of babble.

Okay, take that feeling, minus the part where your brain is screaming at you. The feeling of "butterflies in your stomach", adrenaline pumping in your veins, and the flush of your skin. That is the feeling I get nearly every time the first kiss happens in a story. It's usually stronger when I'm reading a book. And the better written a story is, the stronger the feeling is. The last sentence applies to movies and television shows. That feeling is why the first kiss between characters is my favorite part of a story. To be able to live that feeling over and over again is a gift. I hope that it never goes away, no matter how many stories I read or see.
















That is my favorite part of a story and the reason why it's my favorite. Do you crave certain aspects in a story? If you want to share what it is, feel free to do so by leaving a comment. Happy Holidays to each and every one of you!

Thursday, January 19, 2012

It's back to work

For the most part I haven't really worked on my novel in a month or so. Yeah, there has been a day here or there that I got some writing in, never much though. A page here, two pages there. At the most during the past month I wrote five pages in one day. But the days of working on it were rare and far between. That doesn't mean I didn't write anything at all. I actually wrote something everyday during that month or more, mostly poetry. Poetry that fit my mood. See, I'm sure the last few posts I've got up before this one, well, you can probably tell I was struggling with a bit of depression. Maybe not, I haven't went back and read them. I'm just going by memory. Depression is something I'm familiar with, I've fought with it on and off for awhile now. I use to be a happy kid, nothing ever brought me down but something broke that in me around 13 or 14. I don't know what it was. I have no recollection of what made me go from being energetic and happy one day to almost instantly being sad, upset and just plain mad at the world. It doesn't matter anyways, I suppose, because if I figured out what it was, I would just dwell on it and that wouldn't help me. So, yeah, basically I'm saying I've been in a slump, probably about six months now. Maybe more. Time just slips by and I can't think exactly when this recent bout started. If you've ever experience it, you know that you kind of just go through the motions and throw up a facade. A couple of days ago something happened, it wasn't good but it brought such strong emotions that I'd thought I'd snapped. Thought I was broken forever. I'm not and I refuse to be. But it made me realize what I'd been doing, especially this last month or so. Let me go back, though. I mentioned that though I hadn't been working on my novel, I have been writing poetry. It's my go to thing. I went through that poetry, oh how terribly depressing it was, lol, but I got to one I wrote just last Friday. Yeah, Friday the 13th, ooooh, superstitious anyone? Only 4 days before the incident that made me realize what I was doing. I didn't see it at the time, maybe I didn't want to see it, when I put it in to my Facebook status (my notebook and pen weren't handy and I didn't feel like opening anything else, so, hey, Facebook was up and I put it there. It happens sometimes). Anywho, as I was saying, I got to this poem and honestly, I remember writing it but I don't really remember. Does that make sense? I read it and was just kind of like, "Wow". No, it's not the best poem I ever wrote. It's nothing to compare to any famous poet but still, it nearly made me weep. I do not weep. Yeah, I cry but weep? No. It kind of touched something in me, so I wanted to share. Maybe you'll like it, maybe you won't. Some probably didn't even get to it because of my ramblings above but I thank those that stayed with me to this point. Here's the poem:

LIFE

I lost a love that wasn't mine,
It left my mind so far behind.
Too complicated,
Too intertwined.
I miss the love that isn't mine.

A love of life,
A love of time.
A love that never said, "Goodbye."
I never realized it was there,
As I washed my face
Or combed my hair.

I'm left to wonder where it's gone.
Too much time has passed,
So long,
Not to realize it had left.
Where is all my happiness?

When did it leave?
Has it died?
Perhaps, it had to hide?
Now that I know it has gone,
I miss it so
But I wonder, did it have to go?

So, now I search
Day in and out
For a love I miss,
So much.
For a love of life,
A love of time,
Knowing that it can be mine.


(A side note, I'm back to finishing up my novel. I've set a goal to have it finished no later than July :-)

Sunday, December 11, 2011

I'm still here

I just wanted to say that I haven't completely fell of the edge of the world, yet. I'm still around and I don't really have a good reason for not posting in forever. Things haven't been entirely up to par for me recently. Every time I think I get one step ahead, someone comes along and pulls me two steps back. I'll make it through, I always have. If there was a way to get out of this situation that I've been stuck in the past four years, I would take it. Until then, I will continue to work at pulling myself out tooth and nail. And that's how you tell I'm in a slump, all the damned cliches. Oh well. I felt it necessary to tell everyone that I didn't forget about this blog. I'm not entirely sure why, probably the same reason I feel it's necessary to say yes to a favor I'd rather not do, lol. Though, that's not exactly right because I want to write, be it on my novel, a poem or a blog. But I have thought several times about doing a blog post and I just keep putting it off until I forget. Ah, the king of wishful thinking cannot also be the queen of procrastination. Things don't work that way. So, yeah, I'm not going to say things are good because that would be lying but things aren't terrible either, I guess. Things are just blah. I could go on. I could go into detail. I do not wish to bore anyone or cause anyone to feel pity for me. I am not here to go on about my life's drama. I know too much that everyone has their own life's drama to be burdened by someone else's, especially someone they've never even met. Hope everyone's holiday season is as good as it can be. There's no promise from me that I will get to post again before the New Year but I'm not saying I won't.